This is for you..
I don’t miss you.. Not anymore..
When I blink.. I see light.. Light that comes from inside.. Not that black hole that swallowed me..
When I blink I see roses… White, red and purple ones… Not thorns that sting when I take a breath..
When I blink I see my people’s faces.. Friends, family and my heart.. Not those deformed monsters that scared me at night and took my drowse away.
I found myself.. That little kid who was lost amidst heart breaks and shattered pieces…
I have healed.. My heart has the courage and the power to beat again.. He is ready to fall again..